something new..

light

2007-07-15T20:39:00.000-07:00

memory gap

2007-07-15T20:11:00.000-07:00

this is weird.I clearly remember that I posted an entry few days back but I didnt appear on my blog page.anyway,I was just simply talking about Term three and my term exams.Everything was ok I suppose because I got 2Ds and 2As,pretty extreme huh.I still have LIT paper left,which we will get back sometime this week.so I got D for MATH N GP big deal,but at least I got A for ECONS N GEOG yeah?and excuse me,geog is not as simple as you think because there was a hell lot of stuff to memorise and to cram into my brain so it was a mistake to think that it is so easy to score..yes I know my math sucked,and its not like I didnt try hard enough ok.I did ALL the practice questions in the ten years series under all the topics tested and I found it managable..so dont force a logical explanation out from me of why my math have deteriorate to such level,im still trying hard ok,just give me one more chance. As for GP,yes it my fault that I dont read that much..and ok I'll start reading and do whatever it is to improve my GP marks..then again,just please lay off and give me some space because no matter what you say right now is gona change my term exams results.

whatever then,Im so tired of all these.everytime I try hard(well maybe not hard enough for you)I try to do it for myself and YOU but it never seem to be enough huh.I still vividly remember the last time I wanted to give you a pouch that I specially made myself,and you gave it away to someone else,saying that you wont have the need to use such thing.well probably it was my fault for not thinking for your account if you would need such things,because at the moment when i made it,I just wanted to make it for you,and I was thinking probably you could have used it to put something like keys or whatever.but nevermind.I got it back to myself eventually,and now I dont know where it is anymore.besides what stays in the past remains in the past,I dont want to be such an ass and so petty to bring it all up and start counting debts as if you owe me something.No,i do not hold grudges like these againts you and you certainly dont owe me anything,its just that circumstances make me feel this way and its inevitable you see..so its just a matter of time to let all these feeling pass and fade away.

I guess I never will understand what is the true meaning behind all those lines.or is the true meaning so simple,and that I have been reading between the lines too much all the time when the answer is just simply put right in front of me?I dont know.and I think Im too scared to know,because there is only two possibility outcomes if I ever try..and to me,what I desire and wish so deeply from us is too precious that I dont want to risk losing it,even though I dont have much of it right now.sometimes I dream that you would just come to me and tell me everything was wrong,and all that i perceive and understood was just a mistake and none of us ever meant that way.I wish you could just hold me and tell me everything is going to be ok and we'll be normal once again.At times i wish Im just wrong,and all the worst scnarios that Ive ever imagine would never happen because Im just being too paranoid worrying about this.

I need an answer.

terms over!

2007-06-29T02:08:00.000-07:00

finally term exams is over!right after geog paper,Gnet and I went all the way to raffles and started queueing for THE donuts.Its really bizzare seeing people willingly queueing for HOURS just to purchase a maximum of two dozens of those donuts..so Gnet and I being bored and having all the time to waste in the world (now that terms is over),WE JOINED THE QUEUE..and it took us 2hours45minutes to finally reach the counter and we bought our donuts.here's some spastic shots of Gnet with her donuts at the foodcourt.

oh before I forget,here's the pictures that we took at the costa sands chalet on my 18birthday.I love you guys,thanks for the wonderful celebration!! (:

okay im just gona stop here.but thrs more pictures to come..of me n vanny big boob girl!haha.

fotografia

2007-06-11T08:33:00.001-07:00

kong's bday dinner at the banquet.

you could actually put something inside those caves.

joanne's a freak..and now we all are.

sunway pyramid.
dining at jacks

happy holidays

2007-06-10T05:51:00.000-07:00

It was almost two months ago since I was blogging,guess all the school work and holidaying have got me to totally forgot about this.ohwell,sorry to those who were actually checking for updates from me.well I was away at KL and Phuket during the hol and am now at Kuching.Home is the best place when I can blog cause that means I'll be bored to update my blog almost everyday and equipped with the stable connection to upload as many pictures as I want..unlike at the hostel,ugh.Speaking of which,I'll be having term exams right after the holidays = a period of absence..again.haha.
anyway,this holiday have been a rush from one place to another.but it was good overall,got to catch up with my beloved cousins at kl(gosh I miss them heaps now) and to goof around till unearthly hours and at the same time ignoring my aunt's nagging.
We were out at Zen last night,spending cyn's last day in town.we were suppose to just drink,chill n chat at Taman Sahabat but suddenly felt the urge to groove and thus head down to town.But we ended up sitting with reuben richard and their friends at zen,drinking.It wasnt a long night as cyn got a flight to catch the following morning.Goodbye to ivan mark n cyn,see you all end of yr (:
anyhoo..there's nothing much to write about at the moment as Im just waiting for time to pass till the day Im back at singapore again.N then it'll be my big day!wheeee xP
I know Amy and Gracia are planning something for me..haha yes you may say Im perasan but those two goofys seriously and absolutely just cant lie and its so obvious tht thrs somehting coming up for me.SO I'll jolly well give them face,play along and act stupid.hehe (: so fun so fun.
anyways here are come pictures of my cute cousins and any other random stuff tht I can find in my comp now.
cutie joelle shes so adorable

amirul on the left with joelle.

this picture is really loong ago.CNY at Kit's hse,camwhoring while waiting for ppl to arrive.
I hv no idea what Ivan was doing
FIrst day at AMy's place
INTRODUCING THE INCREDIBLE EIGHT.I LOVE THOSE GIRLS.thanks steph (:
Lala Mic in pyjamas.haha.Lets have a pyjamas sleepover end of this year! xP
haha,found this picture in some folder.THis is sebastian having waterplay at grandpa's house.
joelle,joanne,shannon

ok I better stop before I start fishing out all the unglam shots.Will update again with pictures taken during the holidays!

1st of May

2007-05-01T02:52:00.000-07:00

to all secondary kids,all the best for your upcoming mid year exam(:

p00r Reuben injured his left knee badly on Sunday while playin soccer and now am lame and cacated.ohwell,its ok dude,you'll recover in no time.If its inconvenient for you to go out on ur 16th birthday then we'll just stay at ACS grandstand the whole night with you and celebrate there..hehehe.
Other than that,nothing much interesting have been happening.Just the same ol routine everyday..study for the next test,complete all the assignments and essays before we get sent to detention by our teachers.I got Geog test next monday and there's 11chapters to cover.ALL BY THIS WEEKEND >.< kill me.
anyway,I cant wait till Phantom of the Opera which is showing on 12May -- MICS BIG 18 too! man,its just next saturday!wohoo!Im so excited even thinking about it already..heheheh ^^
Today I wasted my time at Fish & Co and only did little revision ):
Moral of the day: I shall not procrastinate anymore and learn to manage my time wisely. TOmorrow I shall hit the gym with Darshini during our two hours free period. I gota start training for the horrible NAFA test.man,Im so gona fail it AGAIN >.< save me.

ONE THING AT A TIME.

somewhere far away

2007-04-29T03:18:00.000-07:00

we were out at Changi for an early breakfast date yesterday.Intended to go somewhere far away,away from the crowd and noise,to somewhere deserted,peaceful and serene.Heck Singapore is so small that the only place that came into our minds is Changi Airport.so the three of us got up early and arrive at Changi before 9am.We settled for Burger King(I know,its so unhealthy to have BK for bfast>.<)and then headed to the viewing gallery afterwards.Thereafter the pitures will explain it all...

amy's face is still visible
and now its blocked by jo's hand
omg see that scorn on Amy's face
Amy t00tMmmm..I wana go home -jo

hmmm...those were the times.well I dont feel like saying much this time and I gotta run for assembly now.ciao.

its Love ACtually

2007-04-24T05:34:00.001-07:00

I love my class, 1AA3 (:
The main motivation force that gets me up every morning to school and brighten my day is the thought of being with my classmates and spending the day with them.They are really amazing,the best bunch of people that I've ever had in AC.The best combination ever.We are like one big family,clean from any form of politics,supporting and loving each other everyday,offering tissues,help,shoulders to cry on,or even homework to copy from!especially chinese assignments.(hehe,kidding =p) Well basically I LOVE THEM.truly I do.
and the saddest thing to know is that,we have not even had ANY class outing till TODAY ): many times we suggested to go out for movie,meal,shopping spree or even a day off at Sentosa Beach just chilling by the beach or rather,tanning by the beach(according to Nat)but none of it ever happened.

anyway,here are some quotes from my classmates,some of them are bimboish but some is SUPER lame,so lame that I wish I could knock my head againts a brick wall -.-''

"I dont know how to read(my watch) because it doesn't have any numbers"
-Lih Yuan

Tuesday is one of the tiring days of the week because we have PE lesson first thing in the morning and school ends at 430pm(latest ever >.<) and thus,everyone would be dead tired by the end of the day.All stinky and exhausted right?But no matter HOW tired you are feeling,Im sure everyone out there would always BATH BEFORE THEY SLEEP RIGHT?well,one fine young lady here thinks otherwise..
"The need to sleep overcome the need to bath"
-Jeanette

A school concert called 'ROCK AC', organised by our 31st Student's Council, will be happening on the 11th of May at 730pm in the school hall,tickets are selling at $10.Anyway,yesterday during Geog lecture we discussed about Volcanoes and Rock types etc.DIVINIA(1AA3's ULTIMATE LAMEST JOKER) said that she'd join ROCK AC and go on stage and just rock *then she sways from left to right*

that's not all for DIVINIA.TOday during recess,Bernice bought a Peel Fresh Orange juice whilst Nicole got a Peel Fresh Grape instead.Then,here comes the bimbo moment.

Divinia: you know,if bernice's drink is called orange juice,then why cant nicole's drink be called green juice?

*everyone at the table just fainted*

Jeanette: This is seriously,ultimately,completely,totally....

Divinia:Oh you mean you were not seirous just now??

*can someone save our souls?*

yes,that's how looney DIVINIA can get in class.my goodness I tell you she makes the most random,idiotic,illogical comments ever.At times its cute but often you'd be wondering if there's any sense that goes through her head AT ALL.really man,its just pure blurness and bimbotic.

Anyway enough of all those dumb moments,my brian cells are dying from all those stupidity.Before I go,I just want to end this entry with this verse..

Delight yourself in the Lord and He will give you the desires of your heart
-Psalm 37:4

and oh,GOOD LUCK LI SHAAN! (:
ALL THE BEST FOR DANCE SYF TOMORROW!

just another weekend.

2007-04-14T01:19:00.000-07:00

Im suppose to write this post yesterday in conjunction with Friday the 13th but I wasnt able to blog yesterday cause I was out whole night.haha.so anyway,we had our first swim PE lesson together with two other classes.I forgot to bring my swimwear and had to do the land exercise which was so tiring that I wished I could just jump into the pool and have a nice cooling dip...Mmmmm (: well anyway,swim PE,time to savour those hot bods and drool.haha.well it was pretty disgusting to a certasin extent to see everyone in those body fitting suit and all that.alright,i wont wana go into detail about it cause it'll get pretty gross.so anyway,the teachers were asking students to do freestyle and breast stroke to see if they fit to be in the intermediate or advance group.most of my classmates are in advance and I hope I'd get to be in Advance group with them too,then we'd be able to play Water Polo together...whee so fun! XD

Oh,the quote of the day of 1AA3 was

"Hokes, I think you cleavage is bigger than mine" -Natalia
We were talking about Hokes good built during swim PE and commented that he's got buff chest...then Nat said this super random line -.-''

Iy was drizzling when school was over,then DIvinia held her file over her head and braved the rain.Then she looked up and said,"Why does the sky look like words?"
OH MY GOD.that's because U have ur file over ur head and its ur notes that you're looking at...not the SKY my dear...*shakes my head and sigh*

yes,that's how looney my classmates can get,and I love them all (: They're just the most awesome group of people I could ever wished for to spend my two years' time in ACJC <3

later that night,I went to singapore indoor stadium to attend the famous Benny Hinn service with Daniel.

Benny Hinn is famous worldwide for the healing miracles that he has performed,and that night I personally witnessed the healing of many sick people.There were numerous wheelchair bound patients who couldnt walk ever since they were diagnosed with their sickness and at that very moment,touched by the Spirit of God,they rose and walked again.It was amazing I tell you,the overwhelming joy that I felt when I see those sick people going up on stage to proclaim and announce to the entire stadium that they no longer feel the pain. There were also cancer patients,who did not feel the presence and hardness of their tumors anymore,they squeezed and pressed, yet they feel no pain at all. Hallelujah,God saved and healed His children (:

Today, I was at Nanyang Junior College from 9am-1pm to attend the Sparks Entrepreneurship Training with Muriel. Then out of them blue we were talking about scholar and Muriel decided that she will be known as the one quarter Jap+Hawaiian,three quarter Swiz, mixed blood, exotic scholar--- BARBARA!hahahha,that name is an inside joke. Last time in class Muriel said I looked like a DORIS(how dreadful >.<) and I said she looked like a BARBARA>hahahah.

anyway,I gota go now.suppose to meet up with Reuben to study at I dont know where..most probably Jurong lib cause Im attending the guitar concert at sch tonight so cant go anywhere too far...grrr,I hate Blogger.I cant upload the pictures that I took these few days.arrrrgh,some other time then.

hello im back (:

2007-04-12T06:15:00.000-07:00

woah..finally its the end of the week..well ALMOST.I have been trying so hard to stay awake and alert during lectures and tutorials at school due to the lack of sleep lately.All thanks to the piling workload that we get from our beloved teachers who think that just one essay or a simple tutorial worksheet is nothing and 45minutes max is all you need to complete that assignment.try multiplying 45minutes by 5 and see how much time would that cost me,and not including the moments when I accidentally doze off,or get distracted etc etc.I have no life ):

OMG VANN U DUMB BLOND! you're a B^3,that means B to the power of three..wana know what it stands for?hahahhahaa...BIG BOOB BIMBO!bwahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahah Im so laughing my guts out now.whehehehehehehehe dont kill me ok,I still love you and accept you for who you are cause poeple come in different shapes, sizes n colors. It doesnt matter cause BEAUTY LIES IN THE EYE OF THE BEHOLDER (: omg the "shapes, sizes n colors" part SOUNDS DAMMMMN WRONG -.-'' anyways,u MAMAK bimbo,the one and only who has the MOST UNIQUE way of sneezing...u always stand a special place in my heart (: fret not ma dearr.

anyhoo what was I talking about?yes,school.ugh,LIT IS SUPER TAXING! wonder why did i ever decide to take it anyway,i mean,I NEVER DID LIT IN SEC SCH.goodness I must be out of my mind.and this year we'll be doing two texts and the content is super chiim with super weird underlying motives*eeeek. THey are Great Expectations, and Brave New World. It took NAtalia and I 3hours just to read and comprehend 3chapters of the story? We were falling asleep on the SUbway table while reading those stuff,I couldnt even understand what was going on even tho it was the third time reading thru the same paragraph.imagine that! >.< Im so screwed ):

ITS OFFICIALLY 30 DAYS AWAY TILL I WATCH AND EXPERIENCE THE MAGIC OF THE PHANTOM OF THE OPERA SHOW AT ESPLANADE!^^ I cant wait,im so excited even thinking about it.wheeeeeee!I so looooooove that show,and would never die of even have the slight hint of boredom even if its the only show I'd watch for the rest of my life.

anyways,here are some pics for u readers...to compensate my lack of updates for the past month? (:
MURIEL.NATALIA.SARAH

clockwise: KaiWen,Bernice,NicMao,Sarah,Yan,Muriel...loves of 1AA3 (:

thts me cam-whoring while at Subway with Nat today

cool right! haha spot that at the MRT station sometime ago..

ok,im so sick of uploading images...blogger is so laggy! >.< ciao!

The Choice

2007-03-23T03:27:00.000-07:00

Friends are angels, sent from above,
A gift from God, symbolizing love.
They never fail to brighten your days,
With so many marvelous, wonderful ways.
Their wings are invisible, their halos too,
And before figuring out, they're gone too soon.
Sometimes things do take a wrong turn,
That scars your heart, it hurts, it burns.
I once heard that friends stay and never will go,
But for now, Im 15 I already know.
All this is nothing but a lie,
In reality, there are only goodbyes.
You can cry and moan, and wail all you want,
But this is one wish, God can never grant.
Maybe it seems surreal, a devil's mastermind,
But once you learn, its a skill to survive.
Ths world is cruel, harsh, undeniably cold,
But if you try hard, you can change it to gold.
Life is bumpy, and everyone stumbles,
But pick yourself up, remember dont grumble.
Soon enough you'll kearn how to walk,
Just like how babies learnt to talk.
We fall all the time, its inevitable,
But in the end, its incredible.
Sarah, listen to me now,
You can choose to swim, or you can drown.
There will be struggles when things fall apart,
Just remember, never to put on a fasade.
Believe me now, you have nothing to lose,
Afterall, FRIENDS, are the family you choose.

We make choices everyday.From the moment we awake,we are already choosing whether if to get up or not,whether if to go to school or not,whether if to have Yong Tau Foo or Roti Prata for recess etc etc.But there are also times when you just make the decision without any hesitation because those kind of choices are the type of choices where you are certain of the outcome,for the answer already lie deep within your heart.Such if life, unfair and cruel, forcing people to make choices amongst the ones they love.Why cant we just get to keep both?Is there such rule that we must forgo the other?This is unjust.
Listen to me now dear,Im sure you know who you are.Whatever happened back then,or what I did unconciously that offended/hurt you guys in any way, Im utterly,terribly,sincerely sorry and apologise for it from the bottom of my heart. Truly I never have the intention to purposefully dismiss you guys from my life. It never meant that now that Im moving on with my new school life, you guys are ideal. NEVER!I have never stop wondering what is it that made you guys to even have the idea/thought to think such way of me.To be honest,its really unexpected and it tears me apart within to know such fugly truth.I have nothing to defend for I dont think I did anything wrong.All I know is that Ive tried my best, Ive given my best, I offered my everything and all the time possible to keep this going.But if this is how my effort turn out to be,there's nothing I can do for its beyond my control, beyond my power.It takes two to tango.However,I definetely do not wish things to be as awkward and foreign as it is right now.I believe in us.I have faith in us.Whatever happened to all the promises,vows, and pledge to stay strong forever and ever more?is this it?is this the end of it?Im surprised of how far we could get.
To me,I've always cherished, treasured and held you guys close to my heart..all the time.Maybe you dont know,because I dont show?I have no idea.All im certain is that,come what may,for better of for worse,Im always here for you guys.I'll do anything just to put that smile back onto your pretty faces, even if it means withdrawing myself..as long as it makes you guys happy.Just bear in mind that,Im always here for you,I'll try my very best,within my power and means to be with you through hard times, to lend you a listening ear, to offer you my hand to pick you up, to give you my shoulder to cry on, to simply accompany you just to make the silence a little deafening.Just incase I dont make it there,know deep within you heart and soul that Im stil there.Its just up to you to believe it or not,because I sure hell do.Even as time goes by,and you dont hear anything from me,doesnt meant that Ure insignificant to me.RUBBISH!never have I weighed you values and compare it to my new friends here and then see who's of better worth for me to hang out with.NO!everyone is unique and beautiful in my eyes.You guys hold a special place in my heart,a rather important one as well.Because Im not ashamed to declare that I'd die for our friendship, that I'd sacrifice all that it takes to rekindle this relationship.I dont see this as THE END,instead this is merely a stepping stone to bring us to a greater height.I shall do whatever He plans, for I know I can do anything through Him who gives me strength.And I have faith that this is one of His plans for me,so that I would go throught this short term of bitterness and eventually realise His works and appreciate more of what I have.If all these awkwardness and pain is too much to bear,just let me know and I'll take a step back and not interfere anymore.Whatever is it,always remember that I have your back.
Now the question lies in you,DO YOU HAVE FAITH?DO YOU BELIEVE?

CHIMERA ROCKS SOCKS (:

2007-03-15T09:03:00.000-07:00

hey peeps,sorry tht I havnt been updating my blog lately..the hols have been awesome and thrs just too much to write about all the happenings..haha..yeah..how nice is it to know that ure money is flying away cause ure eating out too much ): I sure gota watch it n save up for rainy days now.. anyway,augustine sent us this interesting news about CHIMERA...enjoy.
For those that are clueless,Chimera is the name of my Orientation Group (OG) by the way.

chimera \kye-MEER-uh\ noun

1 : an imaginary monster compounded of incongruous parts
2 : an illusion or fabrication of the mind; especially : an unrealizable dream

Example sentence:
Jared decided to leave the company upon realizing that his hopes for advancement were merely a chimera.

Did you know?
In Greek mythology, the Chimera was a fearsome, fire-breathing monster with a lion's head, a goat's body, and a dragon's tail. She terrorized the people of Lycia until their king, Iobates, asked the hero Bellerophon to slay her. Iobates had an ulterior motive; his son-in-law wanted Bellerophon killed and the king was sure the Chimera would do the job. But Bellerophon called in Pegasus, the winged horse, and brought the Chimera down from above. The beast lived on in people's imaginations, and English speakers adopted her name for any similarly grotesque monster, or, later, for anything fanciful.

CHIMERA ROCKS ANW

my first hourly report

2007-03-09T08:49:00.000-08:00

I think I lost my soul today or something.Out of the blue,I just felt so lost and not belonged.I had to admit that after the morning games of our Orientation2,I left with Sidney to go to the PC fair till night.I actually intend to return to AC for the mass dance,but apparently my mood swings struck and I abandoned the idea.DO I regret?I don't know.

Then I was rather alone at the hostel,knowing that everyone's out at school so I just wondered around like some pathetic lost being,and settled a while at the bleachers,allowing the cool breeze to clear the clouds in my head.Tho it had little effect,I had the luxury of time to just relax,breathe,and space out.Yes,I was totally blank for that moment just listening to radio and not wanting to worry about anything.In fact before I went back to the hostel I wanted to just take a random bus and have a car ride on the bus and see where I'd end up at.hehe.not bad eh?Maybe next time (:

So then Jo returned from Orientation and we just sat at the pathetic looking stone seats,had our packed dinner and talked.Then along came Matias and Daniel,back form the PC fair with their stuff,and we talked somemore..till we missed out rollcall.And it was my third time missing rollcall,and hence,my third code B4 offence (whatever that is) Thus,I'll have to serve the punishment..or more commonly known as the Hourly Report here.Starting from 9am tomorrow,I'll have to go to the general office hourly to get the signature of the guard on duty all the way till 10pm >.<

sigh...what a way to spend my Saturday.Then that'll mean I have to miss my Drama Crew tmr...uhoh..dont think Aaron would like that...oops.

here's my hourly report form. See those blank slots?yeap,to be filled with the signature of the guard (or aka celebrity of the day) sigh...

The Fountain

2007-03-06T07:15:00.000-08:00

“Every shadow no matter how deep is threatened by morning light.”

Bagus,Matias,Daniel,Jo and I went to watch 'The Fountain'.Its a nice show peeps,touching and very superficial.Lay men's terms...its CHEEEEEEM (:

here's a little peek review about it:
The Fountain is a simple love story that spans three eras: the 1500s in Spain, the present day, and the future. Hugh Jackman plays Thomas, a conquistador loyal to Spain in the 1500s who embarks on a journey to find the tree of life; Tom Creo, a doctor in the present searching for a cure to cancer; and Tommy, a futuristic astronaut traveling through the heavens. Rachel Weisz plays Isabel, the Queen of Spain in the 1500s and Izzi Creo, Tom's wife who is becoming increasingly sick due to a tumor. There are three very distinct and separate moods associated with the different times, each of which is subtly and fastidiously illustrated. Aronofsky connects these three time frames and tells their stories individually with finesse.

so yeah...hahah..tomorrow is Subject Registration day and then its Orientation2.sigh.Im actually looking forward to the second Orientation but then I just realised that there is about 7 of my OG mates are not joining us..how sad right?goodness.and my classmates!oh man oh man.how good can all these be?):

alas..

2007-03-05T16:54:00.000-08:00

finally,after.all.the.interrupted.sleep..im.staying.on.at..
ACJC.arts.stream.

and.if.ure.wondering.what.all.the.fullstops.are.for...well..the.space.
bar.is.faulty..so.this.is.the.only.way.that.I.thought.of.to.seperate.
the.words.anyway.PRAISE.THE.LORD.that.I.could.still.stay.on.at.AC.
cause.throughout.the.whole.weekend,I.was.rather.emo.n.gloomy.
Its.over!*phew*
however,unfortunately,bagus.matias.stella.are.posted.to.JJC.instead...
and.now.they're.off.to.school.to.appeal...
ALL.THE.BEST.GUYS!We.really.want.u.all.to.stay.at.AC.and..
MAY.THE.FORCE.BE.WITH.U.

and.now,Im.just.going.back.to.bed.and.wait.for.their.news.
hopefully.the.school/MOE.will.notify.them.that.their.appeal.is.
successful.by.tonight.so.tht.they.can.go.for.the.AC.Orientation2.
All.in.all.I.hate.the.system.of.having.two.different.intakes.
Why.cant.they.just.settle.the.students.all.in.one.go..
that.way.we.dont.have.to.experience.the.trauma.of.changing.
environment.and.meeting.new.ppl.when.you.have.just.settled.down.
with.the.bunch.of.friends.that.you.met.two.months.ago.
sigh...BIG.SIGH.
all.that.I.can.do.now.is.to.keep.all.my.fingers.and.
toes.crossed,keep.my.friends.in.prayer..
and.sleep.

by.the.way.Phantom.Of.The.Opera.is.showing.at.Esplanade.during.
Mid.March.and.it'll.be.showing.for.about.a.month.
the.ticket.will.cost.me.$132.30..
should.I.go.for.it? *think,think,think*
Let.me.know.when.Im.awake.hehe.dada.

what's it gona be?

2007-03-05T04:34:00.000-08:00

12 MORE HOURS TILL THE RELEASE OF JAE POSTING RESULTS!!

Im so anxious..

this is so confusing

2007-03-04T06:36:00.000-08:00

So I won't give up
No I won't break down
Sooner than it seems life turns around
And I will be strong
Even if it all goes wrong
When I'm standing in the dark I'll still believe
Someone's watching over me

I wana get rid of this wrong thought,please let me renew the image that I have of you. Tell me that Im wrong,for thinking that you are who I see now.

HOME ):

2007-03-03T04:27:00.000-08:00

Another summer day
Has come and gone away
In Paris and Rome
But I wanna go home
Mmmmmmmm

Maybe surrounded by
A million people I
Still feel all alone
I just wanna go home
Oh, I miss you, you know

And I’ve been keeping all the letters that I wrote to you
Each one a line or two
“I’m fine baby, how are you?”
Well I would send them but I know that it’s just not enough
My words were cold and flat
And you deserve more than that

Another aeroplane
Another sunny place
I’m lucky I know
But I wanna go home
Mmmm, I’ve got to go home

Let me go home
I’m just too far from where you are
I wanna come home

And I feel just like I’m living someone else’s life
It’s like I just stepped outside
When everything was going right
And I know just why you could not
Come along with me
'Cause this was not your dream
But you always believed in me

Another winter day has come
And gone away
In even Paris and Rome
And I wanna go home
Let me go home

And I’m surrounded by
A million people I
Still feel all alone
Oh, let me go home
Oh, I miss you, you know

Let me go home
I’ve had my run
Baby, I’m done
I gotta go home
Let me go home
It will all be all right
I’ll be home tonight
I’m coming back home

exactly man,day in day out Im all surrounded by a million people but yet I still feel all alone.And the only thing that cross my mind now is to get HOME,somewhere I can be my REAL n TRUE self.somewhere I know that there will be friends who would appreciate me and accept me for who I am.And most importantly,RESPECT ME & BELIEVE WHAT I SAY and not just continue to apply your inference on something that I already clarified a zillion times.

arghhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh

this is so annoying.I feel like some emo shit.
PLease get me out of here.Please rid this rotten feeling.I hate feeling so Low,not that I wana be high.I hate the grey clouds that covers over me.Bring out the sparkling stars again,please.Tell me what I thought is all wrong,tell me that I misunderstood you.Because this sucks.

KITTY!good thing you're not too far away and that you're just a phone call away.
Thank God u were there to relieve my sadness and stress.Think I'd be mad fretting about it if it weren't for you to be there to lend me your listening ear.

GRACIA!thanks a lot for listening too dear.Only you could really relate to what Im facing but then again,I wont be calm and feeling better if you didnt spare me the 45minutes complaining and crying to you.

PIVIAN!dont worry about me,Im feeling much better already,seriously.Good to know that I'd still have you,my dear ol sweet caring understanding friend by my side always.

WHERE DID I GO WRONG, I LOST A FRIEND.
SOMEWHERE ALONG THE BITTERNESS.

2007-02-27T05:17:00.000-08:00

KARAOKE AT CAT CITY

goodbye kitty and happy birthday pivian

2007-02-24T22:46:00.000-08:00

When darkness is all around
You were there to be my light
When my eyes are shut to all around
You were there to be my sight

Even if everyone turned their back
You would still be there standing tall
If no one else will help me
You would be there to catch my fall

Through five solid years together
You’re always there for me till the end
Through smiles, tears and laughter
You’re truly my best friend

I'll miss you alot Kit

Kuching is different,now that you are gone,together with Steph at Curtin ):
and I guess the next time I'll see you again is during December hols..which is like 10 months away from now >.< Anyway,I hope that you both will take care of each other there and keep in touch always ok! Now that you've got a laptop so there's no excuse that you cant go online to drop me a testimonial/email or whatever.Get a blog la you two!hahahaha..

Anyway,I'll be leaving Kuching in a few hours' time..back to Singapore,back to school.and before I log off I wana shoutout to one of my bestest best girlfriend,Sim Pivian..cause its her 18th Birthday today!

HAPPY 18TH BIRTHDAY PUN!
take good care of yourself dear,I know Ive said this a thousand times but you always make me,make us worry for you.esp last night,I swear I almost die of heart attack when I heard what happened.Anyway its good to finally able to celebrate your birthday with you and the rest last night..and I sure will miss hanging out with you when Im away.good thing that Singpore is not far away from Kuching and I'll be back again in two weeks' time!hahahahaha...

this was us celebrating your birthday,four years ago!! lol (:

I miss you Mic!

2007-02-20T20:18:00.000-08:00

Today's the fourth day of CNY and there's nothing going on.No one's house to visit and also dont feel like going out.think I'll be taking a nap in the afternoon and see if there's any program happening tonight with the gang.anyways,I was looking around the pictures and just realised how much I miss our dear Mic Lam.We all miss having you around Mic!wish you were back here celebrating with us you know,and now that Kit and Steph are leaving..I wonder when again will all of us gather together as a whole again.hmm...end year holiday!yay,Im waiting (:
anyways,here are some pictures taken together with the gang AND MIC during the December holidays.

Pun and Mic over at my hse

yes kitty, smile for the cam

kitty acting cool again..

and now its Mic's turn to act cute

haha kitty and pivian are sweating like this -.-'''

idiotic Mic meditating in my room...Mmmmmm...

Kitt trying to act shock in the car on the way to eat Belacan Beehoon at Padungan...but always failed...tsk tsk

the night when SPM ended...the night when all the dogs were let out of their cages..heheh..

anyways,im tired now.it took me ages to upload all those pictures and type all these.I wana slp now,and perhaphs go KARAOKE with the gang tonight...AGAIN!hahah.It was so gay but fun la.Byung n Jisung are undiscovered korean talents man.LOL!more pictures of the Korean Duets will come soon (:

HAPPY CHINESE NEW YR! (:

2007-02-20T07:50:00.000-08:00

Ive got soooo much to write about my chinese new year celebration back at Kuching but there's just so little time.I think I'll just blog everything when Im back in SIngapore.I'll take my time to write down every little thing that happened each day that I'd spent here and pictures too will be uploaded.Meanwhile I just wana shout out to all my friends who are at Kuching and overseas reading this right now..

Have a Happy CHinese New Year and a blissful PIG year ahead!oink!

Its really good to be home,able to be with all my friends and family once again.by the way,Kitty and Steph will be leaving to Miri this coming Friday and I wont be seeing them both till the end of the year!We dont even have any common mid year holiday break!! ): I'll miss them ALOOOOOT.

its rather late now,tomorrow i gota get up early to send my brother off to Singapore.His flight is at 11am so yep,goodnight ppl!

happy valentines day!!

2007-02-14T02:45:00.000-08:00

DO YOU FEEL THE LOVE IN THE AIR?? (:

yesterday after school Jo,Ud,Matias,Dan,Bagus and I went to Swensens to eat ice cream. It was MAdam Jo's first time at Swensens! a memorable incident indeed..anyway Ud was the only one that didnt order any food/ice cream and ate from all of us.haha..

This is Ud Ud and I

14 FEB 2007 presents you the cam whores of S1AA3.....MURIEL AND NATALIA!!
gosh they sure did spam my phone with their pretty faces >.<

Mu-mu is at the left while Nat is the other one (:

Anyway,valentine's day at AC is quite a big thing you see..since early morning during assembly already you see balloons and smell of the flowers essence and the fragrance of the freshly bakes cookies/brownies in the hall...mmmmmm (: and you can hear the wishes of "HAPPY VALENTINE'S DAY!" from every corner of the hall,hugs thrown to each other and then exchanging of presents to one another.hahah it sure feels like christmas day tho.its like you can feel the magic the moment you stepped into the hall...*wooosh* anyways,here are some shots taken today.enjoy (:

that's eunice and hooks 'kissing' cephas.Behind that smile actually says "GET ME OUT OF HERE!!" hehe..taken during maths tutorial

the rose that cephas gave to every girl in the class.how nice of him yeah?? unfortunately I left it at the mrt station!!!!! ): Im so sad.....I lost my rose.. ):

pretty shAAn..during math tutorial..hehe

hui wen,lin yuan,eunice,shaan during PCCG time at our base classroom or rather...our container classroom

here's a sneak peek to our container classroom.no concrete walls or pillars just some dont know what that's seperating our class from the other.

so that's about it.These are all the gifts that I got from my beloved classmates.sob sob..the rose is not in the picture ):
the two pictures is about the same..just that some fererro vanished in the 2nd photo and a box of choc appreared (:

forever and ever babes

2007-02-12T05:02:00.000-08:00

the risen

2007-02-11T06:00:00.000-08:00

oh I forgot,this is my recovered/retrieved/risen right side pink Adidas shoe.
I used that very piece of tissue to clean my wound and that's my right red-black stripey sock.

the fall

2007-02-11T04:41:00.000-08:00

I fell down from the 2-rider bicycle today at ECP. Actually there was three people on the bike: SJ Gracia and I. SJ and Gracia were sitting on the rightful rider seats while I sat in front of SJ. We had a hard time trying to balance the whole vehicle and for a moment,everything was moving smoothly. Well my legs are rather long (compared to Gracia's) and they kept touching the ground,so I crossed my legs. Unfortunately..my shoes got tangled into the front wheel of the bike and that's how the accident occured. Its really scarey if you ask me,cause its my right feet that's at stake! ): if ure a visual kind of person,try imagining this..my right shoe stuck at the front wheel and thus causing the whole vehicle unable to move forward or whatsoever then both SJ and Gracia fell on me, with my right leg still twisted in an awkward angle stuck to the wheel beneath all those weight and screams. Could you believe,my feet was like the pivot of the fall and the downwards force is just us falling onto the ground.tsk tsk physics.. For a second I thought I would dislocate my ankle or something,thankfully it wasnt that bad. The entire front wheel of the bike was also dented backwards and was totally out of shape. Right now the five bones that connects my right toes to my ankle hurts like shit,it shouldnt be broken right? Anyway here are the pictures that we took while waiting for Daniel and Nug to come for our rescue..or more like the bike's rescue.

That's my pink adidas shoes,stuck at the wheels. Notice how twisted the shoe was...terror huh...

The dented front wheel with my shoe still stuck there.

The ANG PAOs that Gracia and I got.

p/s: Im not going to school tomorrow,cause I cant walk >.<

(none)

2007-02-07T04:32:00.000-08:00

Tuesday was S1AA3 specs day and coincidentally,or should I say,unfortunately I woke up with TWO not one,zombie looking,swollen,red,sore eyes that morning.So I had to wear specs to school no matter if its specs day or not.Honestly it was worse than any other normal red eye that I've got in my entire life cause it was really itchy and painful.I had to squint my way around and was tearing the whole time.It looked pretty scarey if you ask me..I looked like some alien with red eyes,as if emitting lazer beams at people I see or something..but anyway I got a pink slip from my form teacher and left school earlier to see a doc after lunch.
Asked for a MC from the doc and just kept it,for emergency.And indeed it was an 'emergency' today.It was already past 7,Jo and Udaya were still not down at the canteen so I called Jo,later to find out that they both are skipping school.SO then at that moment I decided to do likewise..hehe..heck,I DO have a MC to excuse myself from school today,PLUS the tiring cross-country event after school.Went back to sleep and met up with my dad in town before he flies off..and sort of let today slip by afterwards.
anyway,its 10 more days till I arrive home sweet home to celebrate CNY (:

tired tired tired.

2007-02-03T06:21:00.000-08:00

last night,4A1 had our little gathering at Mr Loh's crib: Rafflesia Condo, Bishan.haha. Its a pretty nice condo,tucked in the streets somewhr in Bishan.right opp RI. It was suppose to be a BBQ but because it was a friday night and it'll be troublesome/tiring/dirty to do all those preparations so we decided to order in.that's always the conventional and easiet solution: Canadian Pizza buy 1 get 1 free.hahaha,most of the poeple were coming straight from school that night anyway,so there was no way to ask ppl to bring food with them and arrangements like tht..
All in all we ordered EIGHT pizzas(yes,4A1 is totally big eaters)but we had 2pizzas left in the end..all given to Mr Loh to share with his lovely Mrs Loh,Debbie.haha.
At around 10pm only Jo,Sara,Sarah,Eliza,Judith,Shauntel,Ellice and me were left and we had the privilege to go up to his unit and chit-chat.Mr Loh showed us his wedding studio phots and the album filled with all the pictures taken during their courtship time..hahah its very cute of them.D & D.that stands for David and Debbie by the way (: That night was fun,and it made us all realised how much we missed being in MG,being in the class of 2006,Sec 4A1.

Today,had to drag myself out of bed to get to school by 9am for some drama warm ups for our miming thingy.well at first it was really dreadful for me cause i felt like a zombie all deprived of rest and all.But when at YouthPark,Orchard things were different.We had lunch and then painted our faces.hehe.Later the afternoon we were just miming at the streets of Orchard near Taka area and passerby were staring at us as if we're some idiots..haha but it was a great experience all in all.

IM SO TIRED.and SLEEPY.

tomorrow I'd still have to get up early to be at church by 745am for choir warm ups.grrr.ohwell...life goes on.

what would it be?

2007-02-01T05:32:00.000-08:00

O LEVEL RESULTS IS COMING OUT NEXT WEEK! ):

Detention

2007-01-30T06:21:00.000-08:00

I overslept,was late for assembly,and was booked for detention.
And I thought I could sneak into the school campus without getting caught by any authorities thinking that it was 5minutes away before everyone get dimissed from assembly and just join in the crowd and move on to my first lesson.guess not huh.
well detention isn't scarey.unlike in the movies that we watched where the fiercest teacher in school would be there with you one-on-one in a class and God knows what you'd be asked to do there.Basically we just reported to the teacher-in-charge and then sat at the special Detention Row(the ones by the wall in the library with the divider thingy) from 430-6pm doing your own work.Well during that time I wrote my mortal's letter,read up on some econs notes and read the gruesome Lit story about wolves.
In conclusion: Detention Is No Biggie haha.

make the curve straight! (:

2007-01-28T06:11:00.000-08:00

haha the post title is somekind of an inside joke amongst my friends..the four of us.hehe,our little dirty secret ey? (: anyways,today was just another so-so Sunday. woke up pretty early for a Sunday and went all the way to nybs.apparently I was early than expected so I went straight into the hostel,walking in as if Im still a boarder and straight to the canteen and waited for my juniors.haha,oh and I had nybs breakfast too!hehehe..miss those hard boiled eggs,the soya bean, and simply everything la.I didnt tell anyone that I'd be there and in fact it was an impromptu kind of thing so yeah,everyone was shocked to see me there,at the canteen.haha.Got to meet some of my ex-MG classmate and catch up a lil (: then I was off to Fort Canning for the race thingy.Gracia Ray and I are in charge of the same station,somewhere deserted at the outskirts of Chinatown.No questiones or props needed,the group members simply just have to lift one of their group member with only a finger.As in everyone can only use one finger to life the selected team mate,yes its possible cause 5groups have managed to achieve that.Well its kinda sad coz our station is so deeply tucked in somewhr in Chinatown,so ulu and all so only 5groups out of 15 came to our station ): Ray Gracia n I were practically chatting to one another and slacking for the whole four hours.We were given instructions to head to City Hall MRT Station at 2pm when the debrief session will be held and what do you know,at 2pm some friend called and said tht the bfiefing is finishing soon and we better get there ASAP.grrr.how could they left us out???we felt pretty sad but more to tired and starved.
So then Gracia,Vann,SJ and I had lunch together at Pepper Lunch then head on to Popular to look for BM Sec4 Textbook and unfortunately its out of stock.Then off to Vanezia at Six Avenue to have some ice cream,went back to NYBS and talked till 730pm at the swing in front of te bs.hahahahaha..
Tomorrow's Monday..how sad.it always seemed like the weekends here always fly by so fast..sheesh...I feel so bored all the time.My friends have tons of Math H2 homework while I just wander around in the hostel doing nothing much.I feel so wasted,like Im not making myself useful or doing something useful...hahah..
ohwell..nth much else to write about anw.so dada!

why oh why?

2007-01-25T02:57:00.000-08:00

woah im full. Just met up with gracia at MG, had dinner together and updated each other about wads happening for the past few weeks. I will be joining Vann and Gracia for some scholars amazing race kinda game this coming Sunday. Its actually organized for secondary students and I'll be crashing the event as a secondary Singaporean indentity..heehe (:
Anyway, today I stumbled upon a rather interesting topic that my friend n I discussed:"Lesbianism" Haha yup. Before I carry on I'd wana clarify something to you readers out there: Im still straight and always have been ok!(: Just incase you all thought otherwise...and oh dont get offended or anything cause this is how I personally feel about this topic..and Im sorry if I offended anyone out thr..
so yeah..We were just talking about random stuff and then lesbianism just got into the picture. Well I shall not disclose too much details here but all in all we witnessed some hot lesbian action happening sometime ago and I gota admit its one hell of an eye opener experience..Haha.and weird at the same time, cause we're not used to seeing things all getting heated between two females. Really! Actually it was only for that moment when things were bizarre due to a stupid dare and then the next second things were the norm again. It was like "ok we're done,wads up next?" kinda thing.
Now back track on being serious, is it because the girls find the perfect companionship in another girl? or should i say "guy"? Ugh this is tough. okay lets call the girl of the les "passive" and the guy of the les "bung". Dont ask me how I got to know these terms cause some friend just told me about it. Correct me if its wrong tho,haha. It'll be some extra information for me.lols.
Anyway witnessing all these got me into thinking about this whole girl-girl relationship thing. Is it just another teenage angst that everyone go through? or just another ordinary phase of life where the hormones in your body go all wrong? or simply the work of the Devil? It actually reminded me of the lead character from the OC show, Marissa. Hooray for those who watched it cause you'll know what Im talking about. Remember there was a period of time she was all lesbianny with Alex,the other hot female character and Ryan was totally out of the picture? yeah..
Why did all these happen? why why why? Im a curious teenager..lol. Honestly,I mean does it feel different to hold a more delicate hand with a softer texture?or let say hugging a less broad frame and umm kissing a female?? Is it anyhow THAT different?? Or is it simply just some physchological satisfaction that only the girls can achieve because its simply just a girls' thing? Actually same applies to the gays.
Have anyone watched the movie 'When there was me and you' or 'Brokeback Mountain'? I mean,what on earth are these movies trying to convey dude?haha..something for us to ponder about eh..

idiotic

2007-01-23T05:55:00.000-08:00

shit.all that I just typed vanished.
great man.how worse can my day be?
anyway i was just complaining about this idiotic classmate of mine who thinks he's all that.oh,did I mention that he mocked me today in class and said that I was stupid?? ): whatever man,get a life.At least I know Ive got great friends and you dont even have any.I wont wana write anymore about what happened between him and me,he's just not worth the time.stupid stupid stupid.

so I was saying..I MISS MY FRIENDS IN KUCHING.
I cant wait til CNY or whenever I'll get to see everyone of you again.
Really missed the holidays and all that we've done together.
Prom,Parties,Breakfast/Lunch/Dinner/Supper,Damai,Sleepover,BBQ,Potluck,ppl getting drunk(haha)/dancing!!
w00t.im feeling all nostalgic now.
KIT my dance partner!hope ure reading this cause i'd wana tell you that i miss those times when we had fun.heck,when did we ever NOT have fun together??haha.
MIC,it suck for you to be away from us for one bloody year.hope that i can save up to go Aus ok?I'll try..
WEN,miss hearing ur naggy voice...and i want a back massage badly!the mattress here in the hostel is as hard as a rock!thanks to that my back aches terribly ):
CYN,I hope ure doing alright at KL and oh!please come to Sg???heheheh..
CHER,I miss ur blurness and clumsiness..haha
DEXterina!i miss your gheyness and lameness and all the times when we made a fool of ourselves (: my dear ol kindy fren..lost and found again..haha!
MARKo,the goody goody man always (=
IVAN the one that always got away..and failed to protect me ):
WUN!thanks for always bringing me around..I really appreciate it and am glad that we get to hang out more often during the hols (:
ROG,its good to have you around during the hols,even tho shit happened,but am glad that we worked things out (:

anyways,i got roll call now.this is so idiotic.

Valentine

2007-01-21T05:23:00.000-08:00

Not a red rose or a satin heart

I give you an onion.
It is a moon wrapped in brown paper.
It promises light
like the careful undressing of love.

Here.
It will blind you with tears
like a lover,
It will make your reflection
a wobbling photo of grief.

I am trying to be truthful.

Not a cute card or kissogram.

I give you an onion.
Its fierce kiss will stay on your lips,
possesive and faithful
as we are,
for as long as we are.

Take it.
Its platinum loops shrink to a wedding ring,
if you like.
Lethal.
Its scent will cling to your fingers,
cling to your knife.

understood that???well jo,mohit and I were cracking our heads trying to decipher this poem at the canteen just now..haha and we sure did have fun trying to come up with possible/logical explanations to those weird metaphors and similes used.honestly,Lit is challenging(for us that didnt take it in secondary school) but fun.yes,fun (:
here's one of my friend's interpretation of the last stanza..

"I intepreted it as the poet is trying to create a visual imagery of the onion ring shrinking into a size of a wedding ring.. That explicit and somewhat exaggerated visual seems to emphasise the poet's take on that love is sort of like an unpleasant bondage.."

profound eh?think about it readers..often we read aboute love being described/compared to a red rose/satin heart or any other pleasant/romantic object,symbolizing our fiery passion towards another being..but this poem takes a different bend.Here,love is like an onion that will blind us with tears,it will make your reflection a wobbling photo of grief.In short,love makes people cry.haha.Isn't that right? Things dont have to go all prefect and right always,sometimes when you've received somebody's love all you do is bawl your eyes out for that person and that person doesnt even know that she/he makes you cry to sleep at night.And yes,like how my friend interpreted it;the onion rings will shrink to become a platinum wedding ring fitted nicely onto your finger often reminding us of the vow that we've taken to be together forever and till death do us part..take note that this platinum ring is not easy to be broken and hence further emphasizing the bondage between the two people...
ah well I think this is enough poetry for tonight..wont want to be dreaming about onions tonight!!eww gross..anyway,interpreting this poem tonight has really opened a whole new sight concerning issues about 'love' to me..somehow i feel much wiser..haha cause now that i see the connection between 'love' and onions..??hahahahas!
nah..well there goes the saying "two sides to a coin" and I guess there's always a different argument about this whole thing.hehehehe,esp for all those hopeless romantic Romeos out there who thinks that love is forever like a bed of roses...haha are you one of them??

S1AA3,here i come (:

2007-01-19T05:23:00.000-08:00

I transferred class! wheee,actually I dont know whether if that's a good thing or not.hehe.. (: initially my subject combination was (H2)econs,geog,math and (H1)chem and got posted to S1AA2,under Daniel Tan.He's a really funny teacher,arty and teaches General Paper(GP). yeah,im still confused with the way they name the classes at ACJC..there's like many different types..the SA,SB,SC,SD,AA and AH.anyway,jo and I decided to change our subj combi on tuesday and haha the Subject Head teacher,Mr Sim had to reschedule our timetable and classes.So currently my new confirmed subject combination is (H2)econs,geog,eng lit and (H1)math.And only till today did we truly went to our REAL class for contact time.Jo got in 1AH whereas i got into 1AA3,under Ms Leow Pey Yee,my geog lecturer.Some ppl tell me that she's a fun teacher to hang out with,some say she's a weirdo..hmm..??
well for starters the principal's son is my classmate!!hahah.Furthermore he takes the exact same combination as me,ngek ngek ngek.okok enough of that nonsense,heehee.anyway I wasnt very late for contact time and managed to meet some of my classmates and they're pretty friendly (: I just hate to do all those introduce-myself kinda thing all over again..its just so..xien..especially if the locals find out that you're a scholar and they'll all exclaim "You're a scholar?!?!?" yes,with the astonished look on their faces.Next thing i know they'll be checking you out up and down like assessing if you got that nerdy-scholarly-geeky attribute.ugh.I'd rather they assume that Im a local to avoid all those revelation moments >.< well just hope that it wont be as bad when Monday comes.....
At least Dheraj,a friend from drama club,is same class as me..and of course the principal's son.haha!okok I was only kidding,seriously.I hope that all this will turn out to be a good start of something new...S1AA3..MmmmMm...I forsee loads of fun and good times spent together with those bunch of ppl,i mean,come on arts classes are ALWAYS fun right??haha no other meanings intended =p..we'll see in two years' time then...w00t!
ugh,tomorrow I gota be at school from 9am-530pm.crazy right?tell me about it.I feel like i got no life ): That's the price I gota pay to be in ACSian Theatre and so much about getting involved.I suppose we'll be constructing the props for West Side Story,an upcoming big project/concert in sch.And then later that night I'll be out for an OG outing cum Hui Ying's farewell dinner together with the whole OG after drama ): tired,tired,tired.Cant even sleep in the following day due to church ): ): And right now I have Lit and Geog hw to be completed before I go for tutorials next week.aaaagh!AND,I havn't fully recover from my illness yet.I got my voice back but Im still coughing badly..and have running nose right now ):
ooh,Shane Ward's(sp?) No Promises music video is really sweet.Its like even tho the boyfriend has already passed on but she could still feel his presence everwhere..just as if he never ever did leave her and they were already one in heart and soul and mind.awwhh how nice yea?
"I just wana die in your arms.."...hmmmm...??
Well such is life I reckon,even tho ure physically seperated from someone but still strongly bonded at heart and soul..its like no matter what the odds is or how slim that chance may be..what's meant and destined to be yours will always be yours.hear hear?likewise,it sucks bitterly to know that the person closest to you currently maybe the most foreign one..the stranger..and all that once shared together just evaporated into thin air,as if it doesnt matter at all,and there's no value..zilch sentiments attached to it....

wheres my voice?

2007-01-18T02:34:00.000-08:00

sorry roger whee..HAPPY HAPPY BELATED 18TH BIRTHDAY!! (:
i didnt post a shoutout for u on the 10th coz I wanted to do it today...which is the 18th of jan!!since its ur big 18 bday so I post a shoutout on the big 18 day instead.hahahhahaha what a lame excuse that i just thought of.lols.
ok,sorry man.initially i did keep in mind to write a line of shoutout for you but I was in a hurry to finish up the entry before the computer lab in the hostel closes..so yeah..missed that out..well,at least i still called and wished you happy birthday on the day itself.forgiven?
anyway just to update u all out there of what have been happening to me lately..i had itchy throat during the weekend and it eventually intensified and became a sore throat and finally..i lost my voice ): yes,none of you would want to experience the pain that i went throught.shit man,there were like numerous ulcers in my mouth and at the back of my throat and it feels really hot..and everytime i swallow saliva it feels as if im swallowing rocks and fingernails scratching hard at the back of my throat.i swear i could taste a little blood in the middle of the night.god,it was freaking painful no matter what i do.tried to swallow saliva,drink water,clear my throat and everything i feel is the same ol hellish pain..couldnt sleep for two nights cause of the excruciating pain >.<
then i finally decided to see a doc after school and went straight back to hostel and sleep till the next day.the stupid me didnt get a MC from the doc and went to school faithfully today. I was like some mute freak who cant talk.grrrrr.good thing is my throat is feeling better now but i still sound like a man/frog.
anyways,im now with mike,khang,kok ming,kai lun and alex at khang's auntie apartment.met up with them at orchard when it was raining cats and dogs.grrr,screw the weather lately..madness i tell you,now our shoes and socks are soaked.breaking the hostel rule to stay out past my curfew to meet up with them..haha hope that i dont get into trouble with the hostel authorities =p anyways we're going out for dinner soon so yeah..dada!see you guys during CNY~i cant wait!!! (:

air ticket madness

2007-01-16T00:56:00.000-08:00

WHEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE! i get to stay back during CNY till thurs~!! w00t!
seriously,for the past two years ive been deprevied of all the CNY celebrations back in kch and hell yeah do i miss all those!and this trip its happening!yays (:
I was in the hostel comp lab checking for any other available air tickets and at the same time cyn was urging me to try this carrier or that carrier and finally i got it!sweat.Mohit was seriously puzzled when he saw my face at the moment when my mum called to tell me that i got the Thursday night ticket.hahaha!
31 more days till im home once again!!
well even tho i dont get to stay till the weekend to send Kit off but at least its better than leaving off on Tuesday when all the fun is just getting started right? so yep yep.im so excited now!lol.all the new clothes and ang poas that i'll be getting.muahahaha...and of course the inevitable F-U-N tht i'll have with the kl gang and kch gang.sadly that the aussie ppl are gone already ): awh,missing the fun you guys!oh well we'll make up for lost time during the end of year hols ok! same ol same ol ritual~ *wink*

auditions terror

2007-01-10T06:39:00.001-08:00

im really discouraged ): the choir teacher in charge told me to come back another day for the audition,maybe tmr or day after because my voice is still pretty hoarse from all those cheering and shouting during orientation.well..personally i dont think i cant make it in ACJC Choir.i mean,hello,they have such a pretigious reputation around Singapore and u'd gota have a hella angel voice to get in.and what's with the teacher and his diva attitude,sheesh!well excuse me cause i suppose i just had some ACJC-performing-art-clubs cultural shock.for those who have no clue of what im talking about,well basically ACJC is known for its performing arts club such as choir and drama.especially choir and drama.haha.
anyway after the horrible choir tryout,drama audition was up at 4pm at LT1.Isaac,Joahanna,Mao Hui and I went together.Mao Hui,unfortunately,only went for vocal test and escaped when it was the dance audition.Jo,Isaac and I stayed through the whole thing till 8pm today.the dance audition was pretty tough,before the dance audition started,Mr Tan(an ACSian Theatre alumni)came and did the warm ups with us.goodness me,those stretches and positions that he got us all into was..complex.haha.first time tht i ever encounter that dance would require such complex ways to warm up and all..woah..The choreographer is an Indian man with a diva attitude.yeah many boys in that dance studio dislike his gut coz he said when we're in his studio,no one shall touch his/her hair,fidget around,talk,touch their clothes when he's teaching/giving instructions/giving advices.so yeah..haha..DIVA i tell you.but heck,most arts people are like tht,guess i'd just have to get used to it :P
so yep,whole time ppl were trying their best to keep up to the fast pace of the choreographer and some other assitants and we were only given 3mins to revise those steps,ugh.finally they called us in in groups of four or five to do the whole thing for them and off we go.
results will be up on the drama notice board tomorrow.pretty nervous about it coz i really hope i can get into ACSian Theatre and be part of their all year round production (: it'd be fun to engange myself into a little drama during my college years so as to add some spice and fun into my AC learning experience here.like they say,make the full out of the two years that you have in AC,or u'll regret it!
an ACSian and proud of it!

auditions terror

2007-01-10T06:39:00.000-08:00

legally..blond?

2007-01-09T06:29:00.000-08:00

haha,well today is cynthia's 18th birthday and she's feeling cute!

~CyN~ http://cynni3babeeebloggie.blogspot.com says:
my bday today ma
~CyN~ http://cynni3babeeebloggie.blogspot.com says:
so i feel cute

lols,so yep HAPPY 18TH BIRTHDAY CYNTHIA!im sorry that i couldnt make it to KL this weekend to join the kl gang and kit,steph and winnie but I promise I'll make up for lost time in the future ok.maybe March term break or smth..we'll see (:

anyway,cynthia is acting pretty weird tonight.look what she said to me online when i asked whr is she heading to after taylors at kl..

~CyN~ http://cynni3babeeebloggie.blogspot.com says:
erm...cute university
~CyN~ http://cynni3babeeebloggie.blogspot.com says:
they teach u to be cuter than cute

what on earth is coming from cynthia man??im all confused..well it turned out that 'cyn' is ivan.idiot!

~CyN~ http://cynni3babeeebloggie.blogspot.com says:
okla
~CyN~ http://cynni3babeeebloggie.blogspot.com says:
i'm ivan
~CyN~ http://cynni3babeeebloggie.blogspot.com says:
hehe

you silly boy!hahaha.well today sch was pretty boring.computing and mep lectures was freakkkking dumb.sorry if anyone think its interesting.i just cant associate myself to those subjs,ever in my life.goodness me,the choir pres just called me and thr's a choir audition tmr at 2pm!shit!and my voice hasnt really healed from all those cheering durin orientation so hopefullyi dont make a fool out of myself tmr in front of the whole prestigious AC choir members.wish me luck guys!oh and then at 3pm thrs drama meeting and audition as well.yeah,this whole week will be filled with audition and stuff like tht,by feb everyone will be pretty settled down with their subj combination and CCAs.i signed up for choir,dance n drama..haha yeah all are preforming arts..never wanted to join any sports cca anymore so yep,wish me luck guys and see which CCA i can get into (:

anyways,happy birthday again to cynthia chek.

schooling..

2007-01-08T04:37:00.000-08:00

Studying in a junior college is indeed very different from high school.We travelled from one LT to another to sit in for lectures and during tht short time frame of 40minutes we'd try to be attentive and absorb as much information conveyed by the lecturer as possible.Anyway,starting from today till Wednesday we J1s will be having introductory lectures all day round.Basically its just like a horde of people that will trout into the lecture hall and sit wherever we want and listen.today's only interesting lectures would be economics and geography.maybe english literature as well.the ones that I slept thru or maybe got distracted behind the LT playing bingo with my OG mates would be chemistry,general paper and maths.THis will just go on and on for two more days.hmmm..boring.would prefer to have more orientation activities and games played under the sun at the tracks.hehe.missed my OGLs already.Sneaky SHaron,she ponteng school today!tsk tsk tsk.oh by the way,my skin is peeling.yeah,just like how a snake sheds its skin.eww gross.now my face is like totally chao ta with patches of lighter shade,assuming tht'll be my normal skin tone,at my nose and cheecks.Jo said it looks like white fungus thingy growing on my face,and everyone who saw me at school today gave the same comment "Sarah,ure so burnt!" -.-'' well good thing that it doesnt hurt anymore and i sure want all those chao ta skin to quickly peel away!when i met gracia and vann after school at coro today they were utterly shocked to see me and my black face.haha.at least its not beyond recognition,its just..very black.hahas.won't wana look like ahem ahem (hehe inside joke!)=p
yay!tomorrow is tuesday!one of my favourite day of the week,because school starts at 810am every tuesday.another favourite day of the week would be wednesday cause school ends earlier.bleh.and of course the classic favourite would be saturday,w00t!and perhaps friday as well.hehehe.
ah well,i called kit last night and it was good to hear her voice.after..say..2weeks of not seeing each other?hahahah.thank goodness for all the technology creations today,or else i think i'd be crying my eyes out all the time missing you guys back home (: truth is,i miss you,you,you and you.
just last night i took out all the photos that i managed to develop during the hols,the ones that we took at steph's house and some other random shots during prom and clubbing..and then a gush of emotion just rushed thru my blood and i felt that little sting of homesickness..haha or rather friendsickness.is that even a word?lols.singlehoodism!hahahahah! XD
ahh..3more hours till cynnie honey turn 18.eek,honey?thats suppose to be me actually,like honey,brown and sweet.ngek ngek ngek.blame kit if you think im simply filled with egoness and being perasan 24/7.influences.bad bad infleunces.hehe.
ohwell im using another friend's laptop right now and i already feel kinda paiseh for using it to blog.haha while she's just sitting thr on her bed doing nothing.i suppose she also wants to use her own laptop soon so i'll just call it a day.
owh,one more item to add to my new year resolution list.GET A LAPTOP (:
tada!missing u all heaps.write to me!email or whatever,its always great to hear from any of u.counting down till the days tht i go back for CNY...muahahaha..

orientation..byebye

2007-01-07T04:05:00.000-08:00

As the campfire slowly diminish into a pile of ash and burnt woods,the music of our mass dance started rolling and ppl just got up their asses and started shaking!hahaha.yeah,so there we were around 900+ of us newcomers,preferably known as J1s(Junior College One..yup singapore and all their short forms)we all on the bball court dancing away..nonstop!serious.
the music just played on from then single mass dance then the couple dance then back to single dance again n again thru out the night.but of course our Orientaton Group Leaders,OGL also performed to us their own batch dance which was pretty cool.The campfire was fun,only when the dancing and cheering part started.before all those was the boring stage thingy..didnt even pay attention cause its either the sound system was bad or the MC was mumbling to himself on stage.anyways it was one hella night to be remembered (:
the aftermath of all those fun was of course the terrible chau ta burn on my face that makes me look like some black rudolph raindeer,still with the red nose and body aches.tmr is monday and we'll be having introductory lectures all day long till wednesday.it is specially held so tht the J1s can go sit in and get to know more about the subject tht they'll be taking and prob to help us make up our mind as well.thursday will be the big day when we decide our subj combination and as for me,the only ACJC Arts student staying in NUS high hostel,i might be taking math,econs,geog,computing (or) chem.i'll see how the lecture goes this wk.
anyways,today is the 7th of Jan and soon enough some of my good friends will be turning 18!*drumroll* the lovely cynthia and daring roger!w00t~hahas.cant wait till my turn,hehehe.well,here i wish you guys HAPPY 18th BIRTHDAY in advance incase i wont be ablt to come online to blog a post specially for u guys or get hold of a computer or laptop to blog.yes its tough competition over here and u'll be disadvantaged to be without a laptop.so yes,cheers to you guys and hope u both have a blast on ur big day and not pathetically sick lying in bed...
hope that the many surprises of life will slowly unfold to you and wish u guys the best in all you do.haha thts so cheesy.anyways,i'll save more to write on the day itself.Right now Im like 35minutes late for roll call and i hope the tutor hasnt left with the name list or i'll be in trouble!

orientation

2007-01-04T07:38:00.000-08:00

gosh,i just wrote a pretty lengthy entry and it just disappeared! ):
thanks to the very smooth and fast wireless connection over at my new hostel here.
boohoo.well anyway i was just sharing about my orientation and what i did today n yesterday.seems like i dont really have much time to rewrite the exact same thing.well first thing's first.i got sunburnt,for the very first time in my entire life.well guess there's ought to be a first time for everything eh?
in short,i had fun in my school orientation and there's a little clan chant that i want to share with you all.enjoy (:

I've got a fever,
Im hot,
I can't be stop,
I've got a fever,
Im hot,
I can't be stop,
I've got a fever,
Im hot,
I can't be stop,
I've got a fever,
Im hot,
I can't be stop.. and the chant goes on...

heehee,i'll blog more about my day tomorrow then.dada!

my new year's resolution

2007-01-01T08:22:00.001-08:00

before i go to bed and then wake up to be all packed and ready to leave the place that i love most,let me list down my new year's resolution.

1.keep baby alive
2.study hard in college,so i can get to where you are.
3.get a driving license
4.earn some income in sg
5.spend less in sg to save money
6.keep in touch with all my friends who've gone and stayed
7.love football,with some help
8.train my voice
9.learn shuffling? haha,kit ure in this with me (:
10.be one size smaller so i can get my aunt's clothes..heheh..

well that's about tht came to my mind when i was deep in thoughts few minutes ago.
ooh..there's somemore

11.control my temper
12.treat my sister better
13.learn to spend more time with my family
14.lie less
15.be true to myself and my feelings

speaking of being true,if only i could be truly honest to you like how i am to my baby right now,things won't be how it is.i wana give it one last shot.if i fail,at least i know i've tried.

sweet dreams.

my new year's resolution

2007-01-01T08:22:00.000-08:00

help?

2007-01-01T07:37:00.000-08:00

haha,just as the title suggested.some help here pls?
i gota admit when it comes to gadget and blogging and all this tech tech stuff..im kinda an idiot.not completely but pretty near.lucky i went for computer lessons during my primary years to learn how to use those Microsoft Windows and all those stuff.question is,how do i upload an image in my post?im always stuck halfway thru or something something.its quite annoying you know.so yep,you there,the very kind gentleman/lady please help me out (:

My last day in Kuching was just normal.lols.I was asleep till noon and my dad had to dig me out of bed to force me to go for lunch with him.well i cant say no right,he's my dad and it IS my last day so by hook or by crook i dragged myself out of bed feeling the weight of my head and stumbled to the bathroom.felt like a zombie whole afternoon,you should have seen the panda rings at my eyes..goodness did they really shock me.
anyways,kit came by my place during the afternoon!(: alas,someone who cares and makes and effort to spend time with me till the very end.pivian did too!at least now i know that in this whole big world TWO people loves me.correction,its THREE including mic.before they arrived,i felt like shit and all crappy cause the fact that it is my very vey last day left in kch just sank in.
yes i may have left lodge and my friends two years ago but that's different.because when i know for sure,whenever i return they are always there at school,at kuching.but this time everyone's leaving and GOd knows what may happen to each and everyone of us and the friendship that we share.yeah,i fear the future.

happy new year!

2007-01-01T00:02:00.000-08:00

happy new year everyone!
as you see its a new year..so i was thinking of trying something new..haha
like having this blog for instance(: Mark said that having a blog is just like having a baby,which i totally agree.it exists cause you created it,and now its your sole duty and responsibility to keep it alive and maintain it at its best standards.haha.lets see how long can my baby survive =p
So last night,practically everyone was out celebrating and partying away.
lucky me,i didnt get lost or seperated this time and was counting down with my friends,piv,kit,wun,aaron,rog at mc3.it was nice,but hot.not as hot as xmas eve tho.i almost died that time.hahas.so there we were, letting loose and dancing to the beat of the music.cheers,balloons,group hugs,hugs and kisses,party poppers went off simultaneously at the moment when we declared the start of year 2007.
moving on,we left trav and went to grappa.the worse thing is it was drizzling the whole night and it sort of ruined the party mood of the night.grr.dex and mike joined us at grappa and we stayed thr for pretty long.it was quite annoying when the dj had to interrupt for many many times just to make silly announcements about those dancing competitions on the table top or bartop or whatever.hmm.nontheless we enjoyed ourselves and went home after a refreshing drink of milo peng at zhen how.
overall,the night went well and was so-so.missing cynthia,ivan,mark and cherling.happy new year to you guys!we'll make up for lost times next year okie dokie??hehehe.
im a total n00b to all these blogging stuff so guys,do ur thing!link me and whatever..haha pictures will come later because im going out with my two adorable animal friends,beef and cat.hahas.