why oh why?

woah im full. Just met up with gracia at MG, had dinner together and updated each other about wads happening for the past few weeks. I will be joining Vann and Gracia for some scholars amazing race kinda game this coming Sunday. Its actually organized for secondary students and I'll be crashing the event as a secondary Singaporean indentity..heehe (:
Anyway, today I stumbled upon a rather interesting topic that my friend n I discussed:"Lesbianism" Haha yup. Before I carry on I'd wana clarify something to you readers out there: Im still straight and always have been ok!(: Just incase you all thought otherwise...and oh dont get offended or anything cause this is how I personally feel about this topic..and Im sorry if I offended anyone out thr..
so yeah..We were just talking about random stuff and then lesbianism just got into the picture. Well I shall not disclose too much details here but all in all we witnessed some hot lesbian action happening sometime ago and I gota admit its one hell of an eye opener experience..Haha.and weird at the same time, cause we're not used to seeing things all getting heated between two females. Really! Actually it was only for that moment when things were bizarre due to a stupid dare and then the next second things were the norm again. It was like "ok we're done,wads up next?" kinda thing.
Now back track on being serious, is it because the girls find the perfect companionship in another girl? or should i say "guy"? Ugh this is tough. okay lets call the girl of the les "passive" and the guy of the les "bung". Dont ask me how I got to know these terms cause some friend just told me about it. Correct me if its wrong tho,haha. It'll be some extra information for me.lols.
Anyway witnessing all these got me into thinking about this whole girl-girl relationship thing. Is it just another teenage angst that everyone go through? or just another ordinary phase of life where the hormones in your body go all wrong? or simply the work of the Devil? It actually reminded me of the lead character from the OC show, Marissa. Hooray for those who watched it cause you'll know what Im talking about. Remember there was a period of time she was all lesbianny with Alex,the other hot female character and Ryan was totally out of the picture? yeah..
Why did all these happen? why why why? Im a curious teenager..lol. Honestly,I mean does it feel different to hold a more delicate hand with a softer texture?or let say hugging a less broad frame and umm kissing a female?? Is it anyhow THAT different?? Or is it simply just some physchological satisfaction that only the girls can achieve because its simply just a girls' thing? Actually same applies to the gays.
Have anyone watched the movie 'When there was me and you' or 'Brokeback Mountain'? I mean,what on earth are these movies trying to convey dude?haha..something for us to ponder about eh..